Is This Desire?

Argustar





::muffled sobbing::

N. . . . nee-chan?

What is it?

What's wrong?

I wasn't *that* bad, was I?


It's nothing.


C'mon.

I know you better than that.

It takes a pretty big *something* to make you cry.

Nee-chan?

Don't you trust me?


. . . . . . it's not that.


Then what is it?


. . . Sorata-san. . .

Sorata. . .

I've given you my heart

and I've given you my body

and if you die. . . . .

if you leave me. . .

what will I have left?


Nee-chan.

*Arashi*.

I know you're scared.

I'm scared, too . . . .

'cause you're better than a woman worth dying for.

You're a woman worth *living* for . . .

and I want to, so bad, more than anything.

I can promise to try.

I can't promise to succeed.


Why bother?

I don't want your promises

or pretty lies.

Why bother?

It's all for nothing.


Don't say that.

Arashi . . . .

if love is for nothing . . .

then what are we fighting for?

If love is for nothing, let's just quit.

Let's just let the Dragons of Earth kill us all . . .

'cause there's nothing worth saving.

Why don't you just give up?


Why don't you?


You know why.


Do I?


*Yes*.

Damnit, you think I don't want forever?

*I want forever*.

I want to sleep beside you and wake beside you.

I want to make beautiful babies with you and grow old with you.

But it's not that easy!


No.

It's not.

Sorata . . . . . . . .

I'm no longer the Maiden of Ise Shrine.

My powers are gone.

The sword. . . . . .

is gone.

I'm helpless.

I'm useless.

And I've killed you.


Not without a fight!

You know that better than anyone.

And you *haven't* killed me!

Don't think that.

Don't believe that . . . . .

not even for a minute!


How can I not?

I know you.

I know your fate . . . .

and I would die for you.

Not for prophecy . . . .

but for love.

You make me feel again.

Now I . . . . .

I couldn't bear to lose you.


Yes, you can!

You're a tough, strong babe.

You can go on living just fine.

That's part of why I love you.


. . . . . . . . . and the other part?


Well, you're really sexy!

Especially now.


So---sorata!


Hey, you asked!

But . . . . .

seriously. . . . .

do you regret what we've done?


No.

I don't.


That's all anyone can ask for.

Living a life without regrets. . . .

that's rare and precious.

And it's . . . . . .

it's probably all we'll have.


I . . . .

I know.

Sorata?


Yeah?


. . . . . . . . kiss me.

Love me . . . . . . .

like it was the last time.


*Arashi*.


Shhhhhhh.

I love you.


I love you, too.


But is it enough?

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